Author: esfenoides

About to explode

Things are stabilizing these weeks. Had a few days pause and now Im back, the first days I went full throtle and achieved nothing.

But yesterday I just slipped peridise and started reading some sex book and found my self floating in pleasure waves, after that, inserted the eupho and mmmm more intense even. I had to put the book down after 20minutes, couldnt read straight.

Tonight same thing, picked up some erotic book and started reading and getting turned on with the eupho inside, I didnt even get to the kinky part of the chapter before the p-waves took over, when they subsided, went to peredise and the ride continued in a different way.

I like how reading something takes my mind out of the aneros toy, and it starts taking life of its own. The problem might be with the possitions.

I lost the count of how many days Ive been on fast but my guess is about 7. I'm like going through some tantric "point of no return" practice. For those not familiar with the practice it consists on building up just before the point of no return, and chanelling the energy upwards through the midline. Its normally recomended to open the heart chakra before all others. Done right you dont really have to make PC contractions that stop the flow, although sometimes they become necesarry and some ejaculation is lost. But its not only about ejaculation, its about keeping the energy of the orgasm. Aneros P-waves and orgasms have helped me reconect with other types of pleasure sensations and releases, and this practice is becoming easier and easier. Once Ive gone through 5 or so orgasms, I no longer have the urge to cum really and my body is pulsating. Read more »

Logging out

Im just recovering from a five hour marathon which Ive decided marks the end of my little honeymoon with myself in the quest for the mistery, the orgasm, the new plane, whatever… Ive been 24 days hitting aneros and self-tantra on an average of 1.5 sessions a day. Now is the time to take a break and settle into a moderate approach, I feel the door has been unlocked. Read more »

EVOLGING

After an initial success with the aneros and taking some time off Im back with mistress aneros. I bought myself eupho and probe lubricant which I saw a lot of recomedations for mmmm cant wait to try it all out.

I havent had a lot of progress lately with mind blowing orgasms, rather the contratry, the peak moments are backing up a little bit. But Im extremly happy with the discovery of this world of orgasm (slowly doing KSMO too). One thing that surprised me the other day is that I got turned on and started slowly manualy pulling peridise in and out and to my surprise got a very short but very strong orgasm, like a hammer. There are orgasms all over the body waiting to be unlocked.

My experience is being more internal.
– Im four days into a ejaculatory fasting, and doing some traditional tantric (pc squeeze) here and there, and the aneros. The energy inside of my seems to be building up.
– My state of mind is becoming plesant. My emotions are starting to unwind themselves. Im having a natural high all day, mellow but present.
– Orgasmic waves (or whatever you want to call them) are coming and going through my body all day.
– I definitely have feelings of Kundalini awakening. Ive had them before by accident but through this practice and training I seem to be able to take hold of the process and am able to play and build up the energies of the body
– Im generally more at ease with myself and my libido and erections have incresed (I have a bit of ed and low libido btw)
– Things seem new. Im becoming more playful and loving with people. Going back to being a younger more inocent and vulnerable me.
– Its easier and more natural not to judge things and not to criticise and feel jealousy towards others.
– A lot of these sensations are sublte but present non the less

1st attempt

Hello everyone

I had a some awakenings this past years through some life experience and I definitely had quite a big boost going through craniosacral work and rolfing. Basically a lot of emotional release, whole body highs etc… Since those episodes I have been experiencing full body orgasms and the ability to cicle and move and expand something in my body which I am not yet aware what it is or what it dose. Reading the aneros forum and some KSMO post, what people where talking about seemed familiar. So I went ahead and orderd a helix, after two weeks a progasm, and now peredise is on its way.

I dont know how I fist heard about aneros, but it stayed in the back of my head until I started to run into information and testimonials that gave me indications that this was a valid route for me to take. Although Ive experimented with the anal root on my own at points, Ive always been very turned down.

My experience

I have to say that the progasm isnt doing too much compared to the helix, but I guess it will have its place and its time! Although come to think of it, it dose reach some spots that the helix dosent, I miss the movement from helix. Read more »

peridise has arrived

MMMM… recieved the peredise today morning in the mail

I bought the advanced model thinking that I was going to want the advanced model anyways and because I couldnt be bothered buying all 4.

I downloaded the the hynoaerosession yesterday too.

Im going for the whole pack here.

Had a session with peridise and hypno a while ago. The experience was quite nice, I really liking it. I dont think its perfect but its well worth it. Musics good (too good music sometimes distracts me), sexy voice, ocasional woman humming in pleasure (nice nice nice inspires me to do the same), the constant reminders are golden.

I fell asleep for a minute or ten just to wake up to a sexy voice ordering me to carress myself and slowly start making contractions mmmmmm yes mistress.

Did some of the reading rumel sent me on his PM (thankyou for that).

During the session, I was almost there a few times, and thanks to the hypnoaneros I followed through with the rule of not touching my cock, it was a turn on actually. I ended the session no problem and relaxed for 5 minutes and went back to studying.

Misteress Aneros is calling me, she is possessive… My plans for now are to enjoy my little honeymoon with her and then skip back a bit and just do it a few times a week. Read more »

First O's

Yesterday night I had a big breakthrough in my experience level. I did a little marathon on my own with a bit of everything, 4 hours total, result, a lot of enjoyable p-waves, getting stronger and stronger as the night progressed, the night strangely culminated in a two super-Os back to back (or at least I thought thats what they were, if that wosent one, I cant wait).

What I did. Read more »

Hitting hard

OK, Im officially overdoing it a bit, but Im going to be quite occupied in the next days so I wont be able to access the aneros at all. Yesterday I did another big session.

Beautiful pleasure waves, and some O's, some MO's. But in general I have a feeling for the intensity of them that they can be more powerfull, like the one I had at the end of the-day-before-yesterday session.

Learnts quite a few things though
– I learnt to enjoy the smallest model of the advanced peredise set, incredible sensations. Im guessing its going to be my favourite, the bigger one is good for warming up though
– I like playing a bit with different models because I get the feeling that it awakens the are in different ways, specially the progasm. I started to apreciate it for the first time. The sensations are very powerful, to get the best out of it there is more practicing than meets the eye
– I practiced the Key Sound warming up for my third and last round yesterday, I see it possible creating combined sessions, but maybe only using peredise to slowly tickle the area and ripple pleasure out a bit. But Im not going to try to invent the wheel here, in the begining I'll leave a time were I'll just trust the systems I see.
– After concentrating on the waves of pleasure and amplyfing and playing with them, I am more aware of them in other moments that are not solely with prostate stimulation. One of my big breakthroughs is actually enjoying an orgasm stimulating my penis and squeezing to prevent ejaculation when in the point of no return. I had experience in that method but never have I been aware enough to actually enjoy it.
– I starting to get involuntary contractions in the pelvic floor muscles and little surges of energy without the toys being inserted. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the peridise sensations mmmmm. I'll say it over and over, Im going to take him everywhere with me Read more »

next movement

I havent got a clue!!! Its certainly one of the sports in sexuality for me. Just staying on the edge of the cliff with slowmotion carresses, savouring the intensity of the sensation. Sometimes whenever Im at that point I focus on how much I deeply crave my fantasy or object of desire… That sensation I have tried to carry it on to aneros session, where there is no more feeling involved but I have lived the sensation of wanting to cum so bad.

Again, I dont know if it really helps, but its one of the intensity building tools, depends on what you want the intensity for of course. Masturbation wouldnt be the same without it for me. I say masturbation because I happen to be single, and Im a happy sexually satisfied single!!! I dont need anyone. If there is someone who I really want to share intimacy with and they with me thats fine. But Im not chasing booty for the sake of it. I dont need anyone to be happy. If I find someone I'll share my happyness. Mmmm this week I might be going out with good friend of mine. I can imagine just having orgasms just by hugging her.

BTW: Ive had a few p-waves and one O just sitting down and remembering my experience yesterday.

BIG breakthrough

More aneros practice.

These days have been an awakening for me. I can feel energy tingling through my body and have afterglow effects if Ive had a good session of aneros.

Im getting sore at this point and Im going to give myself a bit of a break. I have lube problems too. Im ordering some new varieties ASAP so I can go back to my training. Its hard not to continue on practicing, everyday I go at it I reach something new. Now its not only about pleasure, its about training. In some sessions Im not even worried about what I achieve in that session but rather I playing with the orgasm and seeing its qualities rather than trying to make it explode. Im not dying for the orgsm to happen, I build it up and even tease my body to see how that alters the feeling. I make some squeezes voluntarily and let the pleasure accumulate, I practice with light contraction, when I feel Im almost there, I relax and chillout for a bit and then go back to it…

This was not obvious for me at the begining but there are a lot of muscles down there that we can call upon not just pc and sphicter muscles. I thought there was only two movements, and even these two seem to be a combination of other ones. Im specially referring to the muscle in the rectum; pulling in, rocking, squeezing… Read more »