“My ASMR Experience and Amygdala Clicking”

Always in search of something “new” I set myself up for some relaxation on my favorite sofa. I discovered an ASMR session by “Heather Feather” and decided to give is a try. I must say first off that I am somewhat familiar with ASMR and have experienced some “brain tingling” before. So I expected nothing new this time. Was I wrong! Let me explain………

I set the volume low on my headphones, got comfortable on the sofa and started to relax. The soft ‘whispers” of Heather were intriguing and she was “whispering” words and sounds that were very soothing. Some of the words caused a slight “tickling” sensation along my spine. As I continued to listen, I found that there were more “tickling” sensations moving further down my spine and eventually, it seemed, was concentrated at the very base of my spine and even lower, toward my anus. I felt it almost constantly with every whisper or word sound and it was very pleasurable. So much so that I distinctly began to feel aroused and was developing an erection!

[Now I know there is some controversy whether or not ASMR is inherently sexual, but in my case, it definitely was!]

I listened some more, probably about 40 minutes in total of this hour-plus session, when I decided to do some “resesarch’ on ASMR (I stopped this session prematurely). I discovered that the feelings I had were not totally unusual. What was unusual was what happened next……….

Lingamans Story Chapter 1

As I approach 100 entries and 51,000 views in Lingamans blog I decided it was time for a change. Everything in this blog to date expresses experiences I have had. As many of my friends here know I love erotic writing, both reading it and writing it. So with the interest of changing things here and exercising one of my loves I am shifting this blog to my erotic fiction. Obviously even fiction is inspired by a writers experiences, feelings and desires so there is a lot of me in the work I will be presenting here. It is intended to inform, arouse and encourage you as readers and as members of the Aneros brotherhood. So to my friends and brothers in orgasm here … enjoy.

Chapter 1

Like many people I have been on a few forums on line in the last 12 years or so. I joined this one 10 years ago. I have seen the members of this forum come and go just as I have on many other forums. Senior members are active and then they fall away as the novelty wears off or the need they had of the forum fades or is replaced by something else in their life. I always feel a sense of loss when I longer see people that I chatted with every day no longer a part of my life. Sharing this feeling of loss I had with a few senior practitioners few years ago in the Aneros chat room we all agreed that the role and purpose of the Aneros Forum was different and that we couldn’t afford to lose senior members. Yes it was a place for beginners to get help and we glad to offer advice and assistance to achieve MMO, but we also agreed that the seniors in this forum had phenomenal wisdom; wisdom that doctors, sex counselors and professional sex workers did not have a clue about.

“A New Aless Experience: An Erotic Music Fantasy”

[This account is graphic but should not be offensive]

Oh my! Where to start?

I was up around 3 AM and looking online for something ‘new’. I was in the mood for some relaxing music with headphones and came across one on YouTube that looked intriguing: “Sex Music – 10 Passionate Melodies for Erotic Moments!” It was about 50 minutes long and was about the right length. So I settled in to my favorite sofa with headphones on at a low volume and started to relax……..I was not prepared for what came next!

Almost from the first track, I began to unknowingly “cup” my package with my right hand…. Why did I do this? I really don’t know…..I know this may sound strange, but it actually felt like it ‘belonged’ there and nowhere else! If I removed it even for a short while, it ‘found’ its way back home! With each passing track, I felt a warming sensation in my penis and it grew slowly to a semi-erect state. It felt so good! Track after track, I felt an incredibly sexy feeling all over….I was tingling, and then, one track (I don’t know which one in particular) kicked-in big time! I suddenly got this overpowering sexual feeling and immediately got a full, hard erection. I no longer was there by myself, but have fallen-into a very REAL fantasy! I am there on the sofa with a lover and she is beginning to caress me all over! She reaches up on my torso and I feel her lightly caressing my nipples; they are now very hard and sensitive. She begins to lightly ‘circle’ one then the other and then both at the same time. OMG! I feel her hands moving ever slowly toward my shoulders and then my neck. It feels so good! They slowly make their way back down to my penis and she is beginning to stroke it. OMG! I am quivering in my prostate. She is caressing my balls and they are so sensitive but her touch is so soft and wonderful! I am now throbbing in my groin and I can hardly contain my pleasure.,,.,,,I am getting wet……I am starting to squirm all over and beginning to thrust on the sofa into my lover……My mind is no longer on the sofa or even on the music…….I am enveloped in ecstatic delight…….

“A Reflection: Stepping Back For The Bigger Picture”

[I took a brief break from Aneros and felt the need for some reflection]

While in the shower this AM, I began to get a thousand things pop into my head regarding my Aneros usage and other Aneros ‘voyagers’ and all other things sexual. Here are some of my ‘random’ thoughts in no particular order…….

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It seems that upon first glance, all of our Aneros use is only about pleasuring ourselves. That is partially true; however, in the bigger scheme of things, we are expressing our ‘manhood’ and our sexuality as males. We will gladly ‘share’ our manhood with our significant other any time, any place. We will even ‘share’ it with ourselves!

Our male sexuality is just one facet of our existence as males but it is a vitally important one. As males, we derive so much pleasure from sexual activities that it is almost second-natured for us, like breathing. It is not that we are ‘turned-on’ all the time (according to women), it is in our very being.

At the end of the day, we are fulfilled as males when we are allowed to express our sexuality in the way that pleases us, whatever that may be (provided it is not against the law!) That would include any forms of self-pleasure such as Aneros and other male ‘toys’.

Our existence as males would be unfulfilled if it were not for sex in all its myriad forms. Thank God for sex!

My Sexuality

It is a real challenge to describe this sexual journey I have been on for more than 20 years now. Each year brings a new set of experiences expanding the envelope of my erotic mind. Things that were avant garde to me 20 years ago are routine to me now. The things that titillate and arouse me now seem to have gotten edgier and edgier year to year. Clearly a major turning point for me was rewiring. With the enervation of my prostate and the mind – body awareness that came with it, came expanded sexual response and an interest in sexual intimacy with men. It started as a prurient attraction to gay porn on line; first with pictures of attractive cocks arched in erection, then to videos of ejaculations with semen erupting from swollen cock heads. Eventually I began to seek out video sex scenes of guys frotting and cumming on each others cocks and ultimately videos depicting a guy on his back legs spread as his asshole was drilled by another guy. I watched in fascination, my own cock stiff and throbbing as the perpetrators ass clenched as his partners anus received him, stretched to accommodate his girth. As the receiver grimaced in sweet agony his anus clutched the intruding penis that was penetrating it. As he was being fucked the penis that sank deep into him was forcing is face to contort in the familiar confused anguish of erotic ecstasy. Watching the receiver’s face grimace and contort as the sweet ecstasy of anal orgasm consumed him made the precum drool from my erection in a stream wetting the chair I sat on in my nudity
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When I reached the tipping point of men having sex that was when my own craving to male sexual intimacy reached a fevered pitch. Since then my experiences have been very limited but they have been very satisfying. I have not been disappointed.

“Anal Tease”

Background: I had a recent flare-up of hemorrhoids and thought that a lengthened session with the Peridise may be helpful. I did a recent session with the small one and found relief from it. (It is 2 AM and I am up and somewhat aroused). So here goes……

I decided to use Boy Butter since I had a goal of at least one hour for this session. I know the Peridise can be extremely stimulating but I was prepared for the pleasure. I used a generous amount of lube, and inserted it only about half-way as recommended. After that, I rolled-over and tried to relax…..

It wasn’t too long (and I knew it was coming) that the familiar ‘ache’ started in my anal area and to be honest, it felt really good! Of course, with a full hour ahead of me, I am expecting much more anal stimulation and I was right! The Peridise continued its ‘tease’ and continued to pleasure me until I started to moan in delight. I felt it moving mostly on its own like it was on ‘auto-pilot’. Periodically, I ‘felt’ for the Peridise and was surprised to find that it had been pulled-in almost completely!

If I relaxed my anal sphincter muscles (and did a ‘reverse-kegel’), the Peridise would again be pulled-in, giving me another round of intense stimulation. It was non-stop ‘anal teasing’. I love the feeling. Toward the end, I am moaning and almost crying from the agonizingly pleasurable sensations.

“Ultimate Sperm Bank: A Multifaceted Fantasy”

Wow! This Aneros session began in the usual way but became a ‘living fantasy’….Let me explain…..

Background: My wife and I had watched a romantic movie in bed and had a shortened encounter (~50 minutes) of tantric sex. Since I had no expectation of climax, I ended this evening aroused and went back to bed.

About four hours later, I awakened with an erection and a throbbing in my groin. I felt that now was a good time to grab the helix and complete the mission! I did not want too stimulating an experience so I decided in advance a ‘do-nothing’ session would be most appropriate. Nothing could be further from the truth! First off, this session began with a series of ‘auto-fuck’ contractions which quickly escalated into what I called ‘SUPER-FUCK’ contractions. The difference is that these super contractions were about 5 times as frequent as the regular auto-contractions. I could not possibly keep up with these by myself. These contractions seemed to alternate between regular and super (sort of like gasoline)! I threw-in some of my own contractions when I could. These contractions were accompanied by moans, convulsions and I felt some Dry-O’s as well. About half-way into this session, I fell-into a fantasy…..

“Discovering Tantric Sex”

I have heard of the term “tantric sex” but never really knew what it was. Until last night……

My wife and I had a ‘romantic encounter’ that began in the usual way. She spooned me for a while (which felt really good! — I was hard as rock!) and then we changed positions. However, when I ‘spooned’ her, the most amazing thing happened! I suddenly felt no obligation to climax. Instead, I concentrated on pleasuring her and feeling her sexual energy. Let me explain……

This encounter seemed more than just foreplay. First off, I was in no hurry to get-off nor did I want to. When we spooned, I felt a great sense of sexual energy surrounding my wife and I began to completely ‘envelope’ her physically. I was in no hurry. I concentrated on her breathing which, I know now, is the beginning of tantric sex. Without getting too graphic, suffice it to say that I explored every inch of her body. I took my time and I know that she enjoyed the pleasure. At one point, my erection was strong and I demonstrated that to her without saying a word. She got the message!

As I said before, I took my time and I had no intention to climax. All the attention was on the sexual energy surrounding us in that moment. This encounter, it would appear, lasted well over an hour! It probably could have gone on for another hour. Since there was no expectation of ejaculation, the realm of sexual ‘pleasures’ was almost unending.

“Sexual Arousal Hypnosis: Awesome!”

OMG! Where to start with this ‘session’?

I was up early AM as usual and just searching online for something “new” and came-across a 20-minute hypnosis audio track called “Increase Sexual Arousal Hypnosis” by Walkingtall Ireland and decided to give it a try. I felt very relaxed going into the deep relaxation state. I liked the moderator’s voice: he had a nice Irish accent too! About halfway in, the moderator guided me into a deeper awareness of my sexuality and I believe there were a lot of subliminal suggestions embedded as well. I liked the feeling I was getting and actually began to feel a certain warm, pleasurable ‘feeling’ within my male package. Not really a stimulating feeling, just a nice warmth. Hard to explain – I didn’t even get an erection from this. I thought this hypnosis was a pleasant-enough experience although since nothing else happened (erection, ejaculation, etc.) I thought I would get back to bed to maybe to do a few contractions and see what develops. Well……something did develop…..

I TOTALLY WAS NOT PREPARED FOR WHAT HAPPENED NEXT……AND I AM F*****G SERIOUS!

I am trembling as I am typing this because this upcoming feeling was so overpowering……Please listen to my experience…..I am not making this up!

“Eupho Dance & HOWO”

What a session! First, a little background. I had been ‘dosing’ on some penis stimulation binaurals for about 45 minutes so I was hard, wet and horny. Since it still was early AM, I decided to “do” a quick non-stimulating ‘session’ with my Eupho and maybe finish-off with an ejaculation later-on. What could be the harm? As it turned out, plenty! Let me explain……

I lubed-up, got the Eupho where it belonged and turning over on my favorite right side position, I relaxed and waited. Well, about 3 minutes in, the Eupho made up its own mind that IT was going to “finish-me-off” whether I liked it or not. So for the next 40 minutes or so, it was a quiet march for me to the ‘edge–of–the-cliff’! Let me further explain……