A little progress

A had another session last night and I think I made a little headway.

Thanks to those who have commented on my blog entries so far, I have done my best to act on what you have suggested. I have switched on to the fact that I have been trying to rush into all this too fast and I have been going at my previous sessions at a pace to try and 'force some progress out of it'. This, of course, is not right. So last night I changed tack and took things nice and slow.

Previously I had been just using my sphincter muscles to move the aneros, doing so with rapid contractions, almost hammering away at my prostate to try and get it to do something. This time, I tried not to use my sphincter at all and just concentrate on PC. Tensing it and holding it there for as long as I could in order to practice. After about an hour I started to feel the beginnings of some very pleasant feelings that would start off at my prostate but would then feel stronger down the backs of my thighs. Though I tried to focus on what I was feeling I soon lost it and decided to call it a night.

I will continue with PC muscle practice next time round and replicate the slow pace I did last time. Just to think, I never even acknowledged that muscle until joining this community!

Expectations of pleasure?

So the last couple sessions I've had, I ended up having an Aneros assisted super-T at the end of each one. And it made me realize for those of us that have not achieved super-O's yet, how difficult it can be at times to resist the urge to have an ejaculatory orgasm during an Aneros session.

It makes me ponder if this boils down to once again expectations of the session, or just plain over horniness. The sessions I'm having now feel fantastic, but I haven't been able to cross the super-O line yet. It's early on in this new approach, so I'm not complaining by any means. But I recognize how frustrating it is for the pleasure not to peak into orgasm. It's like it is just a constant sexual tease, and no relief. I get the feeling that getting aroused prior to the session perhaps works against me in the sense that maybe it sets up expectations of sexual orgasm relief. Which for now only occurs with ejaculation. I may have to try a few sessions that don't involve any prior arousal.

I don't know…
I may just be rambling… 😛

It's nipple time!

So I had another session today. And am very likely to have another if my prostate keeps making these pleasurable sensations as I sit here typing. So I've had two sessions so far of the relax and do nothing approach. And previous to this, my nipples gradually became sensitive to being touched over the course of a few months. They never used to be sensitive at all.

But since todays session, they've become even more sensitive. And they now also become incredibly erect, which is exciting in itself!!! It is almost hard to believe! But I like it a lot!!! 😀 My favorite technique so far, is a thumb lightly pressing on top of each one and rotating them gently. It seems lighter more subtle manipulation takes the pleasure a lot further. Is this what the women I've dated have been trying to tell me all these years about not trying to "tune in Tokyo" on their nipples? LOL Or using a very light touch on their clitoris. I joke, but I suspect it's true. I guess like anything in my life, I have to experience it personally to learn the lesson.

I've also started getting leg shakes/trembles during the session. In addition, I've noticed with todays session that I unknowingly made what I considered to be a heck of a lot of pre-cum. It's hard to tell though if it is more than usual. Because normally when I used to lay on my side, any pre-cum produced would get soaked up by the towel I lay over the bed. But I thought it was worth mentioning, as I couldn't believe how much was there. The crease where my leg meets my pubic area was drenched! LOL Read more Â»

The R word

So last night was the first recent session that I seriously attempted and approached the technique of laying on my back, knees bent, legs spread, breath, and relax. Yes, the dirty "R" word that those of us who have not achieved super orgasm tend to have a love/hate relationship with. LOL I first heard it from "slipperybugger" the other day, and it made me chuckle, as I pondered the appropriateness of it's use.

I'm doing this because of my recent disappointing revelation that for many months now all I've been doing within my sessions is hands free edging. This happened because I've been laying on my side, and my penis ends up rubbing against the bed, even if ever slightly at times. It was very pleasurable, and probably helped in waking up my prostrate. As the times when I ended up ejaculating, I learned how incredibly pleasurable Aneros assisted super-T orgasms are. To the point, where just plain regular masturbation wasn't all that desirable anymore.

So I went into this session pretty bummed, and with rather low expectations as I knew that it would be un-realistic of me to expect much pleasure initially. Especially as compared to what I had been previously doing with hands free edging.

The interesting thing is that over time I have learned the difference between sexual excitement in my penis, and sexual excitement in my prostate. Two very different things. And I find it so interesting that when my prostate is excited, there is almost no interest or focus of pleasure and excite in my penis unless I happen to touch myself there. Read more Â»

BIG breakthrough

More aneros practice.

These days have been an awakening for me. I can feel energy tingling through my body and have afterglow effects if Ive had a good session of aneros.

Im getting sore at this point and Im going to give myself a bit of a break. I have lube problems too. Im ordering some new varieties ASAP so I can go back to my training. Its hard not to continue on practicing, everyday I go at it I reach something new. Now its not only about pleasure, its about training. In some sessions Im not even worried about what I achieve in that session but rather I playing with the orgasm and seeing its qualities rather than trying to make it explode. Im not dying for the orgsm to happen, I build it up and even tease my body to see how that alters the feeling. I make some squeezes voluntarily and let the pleasure accumulate, I practice with light contraction, when I feel Im almost there, I relax and chillout for a bit and then go back to it…

This was not obvious for me at the begining but there are a lot of muscles down there that we can call upon not just pc and sphicter muscles. I thought there was only two movements, and even these two seem to be a combination of other ones. Im specially referring to the muscle in the rectum; pulling in, rocking, squeezing… Read more Â»

next movement

I havent got a clue!!! Its certainly one of the sports in sexuality for me. Just staying on the edge of the cliff with slowmotion carresses, savouring the intensity of the sensation. Sometimes whenever Im at that point I focus on how much I deeply crave my fantasy or object of desire… That sensation I have tried to carry it on to aneros session, where there is no more feeling involved but I have lived the sensation of wanting to cum so bad.

Again, I dont know if it really helps, but its one of the intensity building tools, depends on what you want the intensity for of course. Masturbation wouldnt be the same without it for me. I say masturbation because I happen to be single, and Im a happy sexually satisfied single!!! I dont need anyone. If there is someone who I really want to share intimacy with and they with me thats fine. But Im not chasing booty for the sake of it. I dont need anyone to be happy. If I find someone I'll share my happyness. Mmmm this week I might be going out with good friend of mine. I can imagine just having orgasms just by hugging her.

BTW: Ive had a few p-waves and one O just sitting down and remembering my experience yesterday.

Hitting hard

OK, Im officially overdoing it a bit, but Im going to be quite occupied in the next days so I wont be able to access the aneros at all. Yesterday I did another big session.

Beautiful pleasure waves, and some O's, some MO's. But in general I have a feeling for the intensity of them that they can be more powerfull, like the one I had at the end of the-day-before-yesterday session.

Learnts quite a few things though
– I learnt to enjoy the smallest model of the advanced peredise set, incredible sensations. Im guessing its going to be my favourite, the bigger one is good for warming up though
– I like playing a bit with different models because I get the feeling that it awakens the are in different ways, specially the progasm. I started to apreciate it for the first time. The sensations are very powerful, to get the best out of it there is more practicing than meets the eye
– I practiced the Key Sound warming up for my third and last round yesterday, I see it possible creating combined sessions, but maybe only using peredise to slowly tickle the area and ripple pleasure out a bit. But Im not going to try to invent the wheel here, in the begining I'll leave a time were I'll just trust the systems I see.
– After concentrating on the waves of pleasure and amplyfing and playing with them, I am more aware of them in other moments that are not solely with prostate stimulation. One of my big breakthroughs is actually enjoying an orgasm stimulating my penis and squeezing to prevent ejaculation when in the point of no return. I had experience in that method but never have I been aware enough to actually enjoy it.
– I starting to get involuntary contractions in the pelvic floor muscles and little surges of energy without the toys being inserted. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the peridise sensations mmmmm. I'll say it over and over, Im going to take him everywhere with me Read more Â»

First O's

Yesterday night I had a big breakthrough in my experience level. I did a little marathon on my own with a bit of everything, 4 hours total, result, a lot of enjoyable p-waves, getting stronger and stronger as the night progressed, the night strangely culminated in a two super-Os back to back (or at least I thought thats what they were, if that wosent one, I cant wait).

What I did. Read more Â»

peridise has arrived

MMMM… recieved the peredise today morning in the mail

I bought the advanced model thinking that I was going to want the advanced model anyways and because I couldnt be bothered buying all 4.

I downloaded the the hynoaerosession yesterday too.

Im going for the whole pack here.

Had a session with peridise and hypno a while ago. The experience was quite nice, I really liking it. I dont think its perfect but its well worth it. Musics good (too good music sometimes distracts me), sexy voice, ocasional woman humming in pleasure (nice nice nice inspires me to do the same), the constant reminders are golden.

I fell asleep for a minute or ten just to wake up to a sexy voice ordering me to carress myself and slowly start making contractions mmmmmm yes mistress.

Did some of the reading rumel sent me on his PM (thankyou for that).

During the session, I was almost there a few times, and thanks to the hypnoaneros I followed through with the rule of not touching my cock, it was a turn on actually. I ended the session no problem and relaxed for 5 minutes and went back to studying.

Misteress Aneros is calling me, she is possessive… My plans for now are to enjoy my little honeymoon with her and then skip back a bit and just do it a few times a week. Read more Â»

1st attempt

Hello everyone

I had a some awakenings this past years through some life experience and I definitely had quite a big boost going through craniosacral work and rolfing. Basically a lot of emotional release, whole body highs etc… Since those episodes I have been experiencing full body orgasms and the ability to cicle and move and expand something in my body which I am not yet aware what it is or what it dose. Reading the aneros forum and some KSMO post, what people where talking about seemed familiar. So I went ahead and orderd a helix, after two weeks a progasm, and now peredise is on its way.

I dont know how I fist heard about aneros, but it stayed in the back of my head until I started to run into information and testimonials that gave me indications that this was a valid route for me to take. Although Ive experimented with the anal root on my own at points, Ive always been very turned down.

My experience

I have to say that the progasm isnt doing too much compared to the helix, but I guess it will have its place and its time! Although come to think of it, it dose reach some spots that the helix dosent, I miss the movement from helix. Read more Â»