ed's journey

just wanted to say that i got a fungal infection in my lower pubic area that was misdiagnosed as herpes zoster and treated with lyrica from which i developed the severe hives as an allergic reaction–they were mainly concentrated in the groin area and upper legs and lower belly and were so severe that they were driving me crazy and keeping me from sleeping–it must have wiped out all memory from my rewiring with the aneros

finally got back to health and began my sessions again–have had several so far and i seem to have lost it–slowly getting better but am way behind from where i stopped–all those nerve endings that were jangled from the week of intensive hives and the itch stopping cream must still be asleep!–seem to have lost the movement on my toys and also the feeling of how to control my contractions like i used to–my pc contraction seems to be intact but i have lost a lot of control on my anal contractions–seems like i can no longer do an anal without the pc coming along too– i used to have the tickling, buzzing and rubbing on my prostate but now i don't get any of those feelings like i used to–i also had the "tapping" i could do with my pc contractions–now all i get is a strange thing that feels like the massager coming off the prostate with some force, sort of like it was pressed hard against the prostate and when it comes to the edge it slams off–using a lot of lube cause movement is practically nonexistent–i'm now back to waiting for involuntaries to hitch a ride on–i guess i need to be rewired all over again–i'm guessing that all that nerve stimulation with the hives has screwed up the rewiring that i had done with the aneros–it's probably more that than the time i spent without sessions

ed's journey

been doing a lot of sessions in the last few days–can seem to get near the threshold but never over it–got the peridise advanced set yesterday and used the larger 20 mm one yesterday and this morning–also tried the smaller 16 mm one just now–they are similar but different– i like both, in fact the 16 mm makes me want to buy the eupho, the movement is so exquisite, which is what i imagine the eupho will give from all i have read about it–i have been able to relax to generate a good feeling and then catch it with the slightest contraction i can make, both anally and pc-wise–then it builds and builds but never goes over that edge where it self generates–fun though–sure wish i could learn that method which will make it self sustaining, leading to nice orgasms, one after another–now i can bring one on after another tapers off but they are not earth shattering nor repetitive–can anyone out there help me?–maybe i should ask on the general forum??–will try the 16 mm again after some rest–i find that i have to piss a bucket after an hour or so–i have the feeling of needing to piss with the buzz from ass to prostate, but when i take a break i find that i really do need to piss so badly–making a ton of precum too!–wish i could get over that edge just once to see how to do it–oh well i guess i'll just wander dumbly along until i stumble on it and then have to stumble along again until i recognize what i have done–that's how it is with this journey–you can do the right thing but not recognize it at the time and then have to search for it again, hoping you realize it when you do it again out of trial and error–that's the way it has been with me about the relaxation and the contractions–i think i know now what is what but i still don't know everything i need to know–when i get this thing cracked i will probably be spending hours on my back reaping the rewards for all this work

ed's journey

well, i've had a lot of no advancement sessions and maybe even some one or two steps backwards sessions since the last post–tried cutting back the hot glue and also reshaping it–got feelings going but could never complete the loop to self generating feelings–very frustrating after thinking i had cracked it!–finally decided that the p-tab just wasn't hitting my spot and that the pressure on my perineum was too great–i discovered the post on the forum about external prostate massage exercises and after doing them i saw that my prostate responded better to soft, subtle poking rather than hard, aggressive poking, so i thought that this would be true for the p-tab too–therefore i removed all of the hot glue from the mgx and the helix and tried them again–success!– what i had been missing in closing the loop was the feedback from the external pressure on my perineum, just as i had thought–maybe it should have been obvious to me earlier cause i could generate the feelings i was after but could not get them to self generate–anyway now i could get the loop closed and now i had to learn how to start the feelings and how to control and vary them–i have always been greatly confused about contractions and complete relaxation and when to do one and when to do the other–now what is working for me is almost complete relaxation to get a little flutter going and then very, very light contractions to keep them going once started–also i can now use anal and pc contractions for different effects–after a flutter starts i can capture it with a slight anal contraction and place the prostate massager in different spots on my prostate to generate different sensations by varying the anal contraction to move the massager up and down my prostate–then when i like the sensation from the degree of contraction and the placement on my prostate i can use my pc contraction to "play a tune" that pleases me on that spot–different spots on the prostate feel different and different intensities of pc contractions feel different too–so using this and varying the frequency of the pc contractions i can find what i like and then maintain this pleasurable activity until i discover something else to amuse myself–if the feelings go away i simply relax as much as i can and then "capture" the next pleasant feeling that comes along with another slight anal contraction–in this way i can try to maintain pleasure and start pleasure almost as long as i want– i haven't gotten the out of control, i guess it's a super o, response yet but now again i feel that i am closer–last week i wondered if i would ever get here and so close–i can't say enough for those external prostate massages as posted in the forum–i do them in the morning, before getting out of bed and they make my prostate all warm and alive–they feel like the echos one has the day after an aneros session without the aneros–i recommend them to everyone–they will wake up one's prostate and get it conditioned for aneros activity–also they will teach one what to look for when searching for pleasant prostate feelings and where they are located–part of the learning process is knowing what you are looking for–this is hard as one needs to feel it himself and to identify it and then to see what controls it, and someone else cannot do this for you–today i had all the models in and out and i stopped several times and did other things, etc, and i was able to start again whenever i got back to bed–i inserted whatever model i wanted to use and took right off into my pleasure–i knew when something wasn't going to work and so changed the p-tab location and then i also knew when something would work and simply waited for it to happen–i think now i will know when simply lying there will be productive and when it won't–i used to waste a lot of time waiting for things that never happened and i think now i won't–also i think that now i can try a different approach if something isn't working–hope this helps someone

9th Session – first time with Peridise

Today I received my Peridise Anal PC Toy lubed up and started with the smaller of the two. The directions say not to force it in – to just put it in let your own body position where it wanted to be. Then it says to contract your sphincter muscles several times to advance the Peridise in to the anal canal. I lay there for a bit getting accustomed to how it felt and played around with different contracting and relaxing exercises for a bit. While doing this I started to feel my sphincter and anus build up some energy during those contractions. I started relaxing, and pretty soon my anus started winking and fluttering on it's own, with each contraction building on top of the other one (before the previous contraction had a chance to release or contract) and they started stacking up on top of each other. I had a very strong mini-o similar to ones I have felt with the Aneros Helix massager and the Peridise went in and out of my anus with each involuntary contraction, rubbing aginst my prostate. It did not seem to be massaging my prostate in the exact same way as the Helix, but I could definitely feel it rubbing there pleasurably, and it definitely caused my sphincter to go on a wild ride for a bit. Unfortunately I was not able to continue my session for as long as I would like to have, and did not get a chance to check out the larger of the 2 yet, but I will definitely use the Peridise as a prelude to my future sessions with a prostate mass

I finally ordered an Aneros

One day I was surfing porn videos on xtube.com and saw a few videos of aneros users, and I was immediately intrigued.

I have already read the book "ESO: Extended Sexual Orgasm" and have been practicing edging on and off over the past couple of decades. I have also always been very aware of how my sphincter and anus feels when I am sexually aroused and also when I am ejaculating, and have practiced using my PC/Kegel muscles for awhile as well.

Another thing that I like to do, when I am aroused, is gently squeeze the head of my penis between my thumb and the first knuckle of my pointer finger, waiting about 2 seconds between each squeeze. While doing this I feel three "spasms" in my penis and sphincter. The first spasm happens in my penis which is then quickly followed by my anus constricting and then my penis flexing again. These are not huge spasm, but enough to feel really good. I don't have to be hard, just slightly aroused, for this pleasure to take place.

Originally I ordered a MGX, but right after I ordered I logged in to the aneros forum and found a poll that indicated that men had better luck with the Helix, so I canceled my order for the MGX and ordered a Helix instead. I just checked the tracking, and it should be here on Monday or Tuesday. I will try it when I get it and report my results from that session here in my blog.

ed's journey

well, so much for saying i'd wait–had the promise of oral sex and thought that i'd try the helix then, but when the promise fell through i went ahead anyway with the session cause i was so het up–same story as before–a little something but not a lot–this time tried a lot of very small contractions and some slight holding with my pc group but didn't start anything worth noting–will try again to hold off for a few days before trying again–let's see if i can do that–ede_1943

ed's journey

well my mgx arrived and i've been using it instead of the progasm–it's been very tough going with not much to show–i've tried the breathing with the anal contractions–the held pc contraction–the do nothing and relax for an hour–the try to sleep with it in–i don't touch my penis–i do get a lot of precum but no orgasm feeling or feeling of well being–nothing seems to be working–i thought that i may not be aroused enough at the beginning–i try not to think too much–i try different positions– i took several days off in between sessions–maybe finally something is happening–twice in the morning when i woke up without the mgx in i have felt something new which i can not explain–it sort of feels like a twitch somewhere down in the groin area, although i cannot locate it precisely–i know that it's not my anal group–i feel a slight twitch which i sort of think is in the head of my penis, or sometimes i think it is in my right leg next to my scrotum–sort of like the bump i get when i have the mgx in and i twitch my pc group–but not exactly the same–i cannot make it happen myself–it has to happen by itself–anyway it is nice to finally be getting something unexplained–the first time i woke up to this i did a session but nothing really much happened–today i woke up with the same feeling but i have not had a session yet–i'm trying to put at least two days between sessions and it's too soon yet–maybe tomorrow i'll try it again–hope i awake with the same or a new feeling–my first sessions were every day and hours long–maybe that affected the results, or lack of results–maybe there is some "rewiring" taking place and it needs time to happen–i'm still optimistic–ed

ed's journey

tried again next day–now know how to do an anal contraction, a rectal contraction and a pc contraction–when i do the pc contraction it feels like i am tapping my prostate with the progasm–so now i know how to move the progasm up and down and how to "tap" with the pc group–nothing happens when i try to hold contractions to start spasms in my anal muscle group

ed's journey

i am a 64 year old male with everything in working order–i was reading the web about the male g spot when i came across the name of aneros–well, all i can say is that reading the posts and threads, etc i ordered the mgx–while waiting for its arrival i was in a sex shop and asked if they had any aneros massagers–i wanted the helix but all they had was the progasm, and at a good price–i thought about it and said no, went to lunch, thought oh what the hell and went back to buy it, even though i didn't think it would be right for me–i was right–i'm a first time anal play guy and it was not right for me–anyway after a lot of difficulty inserting it i tried to follow the aneros directions and those of the forum–not much happened–i had trouble identifying the different muscle groups i needed to control and had trouble moving the progasm–mostly i tried to relax and then tried a few contractions but didn't know an anal from a pc contraction–but i will try again another day

mttron's blog

Since this is the first entry i shall introduce myself. I allready did that in a forum post, so i'll just copypaste that:


I don't know if this is that unusual, but I discovered this whole meditative hands free prostate stimulation thing on my own, before I even heard about the aneros. I was 15 or so. English classes were very boring, but my teacher was hot. So i stared at her, undressing her in my mind and flexed those muscles. What I discovered changed my life. Finally I had a meaningful activity I could do in school. Since I spend a lot of time in school, I really could improve my technique.

When I'm really horny and relaxed the sensations I can archieve are similiar to what aneros users discribe. I get those involuntary convulsions and my state of mind is completely altered. I feel like I am just a big prostate and there's nothing on my mind but that incredible buzzing and twitching. Unfortunately this state isn't very sustainable after 20 min or so it goes away. I don't think I already experienced what you call the Super-O. I just need something that helps me to keep going; something that pushes me over the edge.