Tag: Breathing

Further Exploration

I've had two more encounters with my MGX since writing the last blog entry. Both were great and very similar to each other, although with each use I'm getting a better understanding of my own body's sensations and how I can use the Aneros to build on them.

On Friday afternoon, I had a bit of extra time to spare so I gave the ol plastic a spin. After a short period of just resting on my side with the MGX inserted, breathing deeply, I started doing some light sphincter contractions. Surprisingly I wasn't feeling much of anything for about 20 minutes and considered giving up. I tried a few minutes on my back, then on my other side, and wasn't getting much other than a low-level, pleasant feeling. Finally I flopped back on my left side and did some squeeze and release movements involving clinching my glute muscles. That did the trick. Eventually these movements evolved into doing some small rotations of my pelvis, lightly squeezing the sphincter when my "O" shaped motions caused my middle to point forward. I also moved around some interior muscles, although at this point I don't really know what I'm doing there. Man, that felt good. I felt a tingle growing and growing inside me. I started moving faster until the bed was shaking like crazy. What emerged was a wonderful buzz that felt like I was almost ready to cum, but sustained over a 15-20 minute period. I don't know if it was a mini-o or wave or whatever, but it sure felt good. At some point I felt ready to stop, then I said to myself "no, I wanna keep going" – and I rode another 15-20 minute wave of pleasure. Eventually I rested on my back and jacked off to a fantastic orgasm, noting that my cum this time was much thicker and whiter than usual. Read more »

First Few Sessions: Whoa

I first found out about the Aneros a couple of weeks ago in an online forum. Curiosity piqued, I eventually found out more at this very website and immediately bought an MGX at a locally owned sex toy shop. It seemed a bit pricy, but after reading all the stuff about how wonderful it was, what did I have to lose? Turns out it was a wise investment.

I couldn't wait to try it out the next morning after the partner went to work. Having had a lot of anal experience, the lubed MGX slid right up there nicely. It felt odd at first, but good! I laid on the bed and did some breathing exercises to calm me now. Unfortunately for some reason (nervousness?), I was easily distracted and the session wasn't as good as it could have been. I got into some sphincter-tightening and eventually built up a nice, low-level tingly feeling, but that was about it. Mostly this time was spent getting used to the aneros. At one point I started thinking sexy thoughts and my dick went from soft to rock hard in about two seconds – interesting. Since I had held off for several days, it ended with a nice but not mind blowing penile orgasm. Read more »

Not much yet after 6 sessions, but Sensual peeing?

I now have completed my 6th session, and so I am pretty new at this. Each session so far has lasted roughly 1-2 hours. I have felt close to nothing the last 5 times. This last time, I didn't feel anything while the massager was inserted, but I think I'm starting to see what people mean when they speak of not 'clenching tightly' or trying to avoid vigorously massage the prostate.

I tried my absolute best not to expect anything, and relax… I can honestly say that although the first 2-3 times this was definately not achieved, during the last session, I was extremely relaxed. I also noticed how the aneros started to move (for the first time) in a fluid motion with my breathing, in and out without really forcing or flexing much. Not really sure whether my prostate is being massaged, since I don't know what it feels like.

I do believe that with patience, it will eventually come… after all, it took me at least a couple of years to reliably find my girlfriend's g-spot. Granted that I don't own her equipment, but I suppose there was some 'rewiring' that she had to go through as I am hopefully about to do (but that discussion is for another forum). Read more »

Buster

March 10, 2005

And it certainly is a journey. After about 6 sessions, every one has been different. I find that the sessions either in the morning or later in the evening produce a more pleasurable experience. In my 3rd or 4th session, I had an event that was pretty interesting. The MGX that I use started to twitch after about an hour that seemed to have flipped a switch and my heart went from calm to almost jumping out of my chest within about 5 seconds. That went on for maybe 90 seconds, but I was unable to take it over the top. Interesting though, one of my first thoughts after it happened was of the people who I have read postings from who are pretty skeptical about the whole process. I definitely tapped into something that I had no idea was there before.

I guess that I am going to be one of those individuals who take a bit longer than other. Patience and dedication to the effort will be the course of action. I've got to say that this forum is certainly been a motivator and I appreciate everyone's experiences. I seem to have better luck laying flat on my back.

I look forward to being able to report back with some really good news.

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April 2, 2005

Greetings, Read more »

ed's journey

good session, much better than the last several sessions–trimmed back the hot glue and reshaped it–also prelubed before insertion, which i will have to do all the time–had some nice anal feelings with a lot of in and out of the mgx–quite pleasant–not too violent so i could enjoy them and not let them get out of control like when it darts without warning deep into my ass–had mostly anal but a few prostate feelings, the ones i like that feel like rubbing down my prostate, warm and cozy–the anal feelings were of the mgx going slowly in and out with not too much movement–almost pure bliss!–i was able to sustain them for more than 1/2 hr, but they never got really big, at least not too big for me to handle–also after they subsided i was able to start them again with a slight anal contraction after complete relaxation–i even took a pee break and after calmly lying there until relaxed i started them again with the slight contraction, then i could keep everything going with shallow, low abdominal breathing–i liked it and thought that i had lost it this last week–i must have a session without too many days in between (2 at the most, i think) so that i don't loose the gift–really interested to see what happens tomorrow as i usually go downhill after a good session like today–it will be interesting to see if i have "echo" sessions the next times i lie down without the aneros inserted

ed's journey

OH BABY!!!–wow–what woke me up?–about 2 hours after i went to bed last night i was woken up by wave after wave of p-waves–at first i didn't know what i was doing but quickly saw what was happening and tried to prolong the experience–relaxation and letting it take me wherever it wanted was the answer–my prostate was warm then hot!–it stayed hot like that for more than 2 hrs as wave after wave of pleasure washed over it–no anal feelings were generated but plenty of prostate pleasure–so far i've had the longest and/or most intense experiences when awakened from sleep without the aneros inserted–both types of pleasure have come this way–i had those violent asshole convulsions that way too, so i guess it's possible to go all the way without the massager involved–this morning i had small pleasure waves that i could generate with relaxation and breathing by conscious will–this shows a great deal of progress, especially when the previous sessions didn't show much promise–i will still give it a few days off before i use the massager again and i'll bet that things go along without my guidance or help–i seem to get the best results by doing nothing

ed's journey

well, this was a good practice and learning experience–no big thrills but i think my thoughts about how to control the two different orgasms are correct–today i practiced the slight anal contraction for the prostate rub and the rectal contraction for the anal feeling–didn't have many anal bubbling feelings today but had a lot of the massager rubbing on the prostate–i know what the precursors of the various feelings are now–the prostate rub is sort of like a feeling of well being and the anal precursor is a bubbling or pulsating or buzzing of my anus–i have always had a lot of stray muscle firings in my legs and butt, which i know would be great if they were to concentrate in my anus, but i don't know how to make them do that–while i lay in complete relaxation i can feel them building up on the top of my thighs and the bottom of my ass but they never center in my anus, except those times when they explode there without warning–i know that if these firings and twitches and sparks could go off in my ass hole it would start a continuous pumping of my ass hole's turning inside out–anyway, now i know that all things are started with the rewiring and the relaxation and not with contractions–the contractions, as far as i can see, are for controlling the process once the body starts the orgasm–for so long i thought that the contractions could be made to start the process–at least for me, this is not true, so i would suggest that one practice relaxation and breathing and muscle control, but know that the relaxation is what starts the process and that the muscle control is only for trying to continue what the body naturally wants to do

4th session

I decided to try and focus on not touching my penis with the Aneros inserted. I relaxed and tried to concentrate on my breathing and feelings I was having. I got a couple of slight waves and my sphincter started twitching a bit, but eventually I fell asleep for around 40 minutes. After I woke up I started getting slight involuntary contractions, and I couldn't hold off any longer and began squeezing my penis rhythmically, which in turn caused my anus and prostate to flex and throb each time I squeezed it. I then tried relaxing some more, and found that when I was sexually excited that the Aneros did a better job of stimulating me. Eventually I ejaculated by masturbating more and just lay there for awhile more trying to concentrate on feelings I was having, and got a few more slight waves and contractions. I needed to get some more sleep, so I removed the device.

Overall I think it was a good session, and that I am getting closer to where I want to be with each session.

3rd Session

I woke up at 4 in the morning with a great urge to use the Aneros, so I inserted some lube and the Helix, and lay down on the couch. The couch gave me a better opportunity for propping my legs up when laying on either side, and I tried a number of positions. I concentrated on my deep breathing and not contracting or touching my penis during the session. It felt really good, but not enough to keep me awake, so I fell asleep. I woke up a couple of hours later and shifted positions, and started to feel as if a much needed itch was being scratched inside of me. I tried doing the deep breathing exercises again, and I had the great urge to squeeze my penis, as mentioned in my first blog post. I started doing that and my Aneros started massaging me with each squeeze. I did that for awhile and then lay there trying to relax, but my body had other ideas in mind. I found myself involuntarily doing a humping action (I was laying on my back) and it started feeling extra good, and I couldn't resist starting to jerk off a bit. It felt really good, but the pleasure was not centered in my penis, but was instead centered on the area where the Aneros was rubbing. I got rock hard as I jerked off, but the pleasure stayed in the prostate/anus area, which is something I have never felt before when masturbating. I started bucking my hips as I continued to jerk, and the pleasure in my sphincter was increasing – again like someone was gently licking me there. As I was bucking I started feeling my legs and ass twitching out of control and then I felt the urge to cum, so I bucked even harder and when I shot my load the Aneros once again danced around a bit inside of me. Read more »

Aneros arrived! 1st session

I received my Aneros today, and when I opened the package I was immediately impressed with the product – it seems very sturdy and well-made. The instructions that were included seemed to be fairly skimpy, and am glad that I was able to get more info off of the Aneros site.

After reading many posts on the Aneros forum regarding the tail modification, I decide to remove the tail (which was harder to do than I thought it would be – the plastic is very sturdy) and then filed the area I cut with a very fine file, until it seemed smooth like the rest of the Helix.

I was anxious to try out the Aneros right then and there, but decided to wait until I had some uninterrupted time to myself. I took a shower, applied baby powder to my perineum and lubed my ass and the aneros with the only lube I had handy (astroglide), and inserted the Helix. It went in a lot easier than I thought it would, and the p-tab seemed to hit just the right spot. Read more »