A New Decade

At the start of a new decade I find myself wavering between two extremes to understand the Aneros Effect (1). Is but a catalyst, eventually this phenomenon of increasing / developing levels of body / mind bliss becomes self-sustaining without the catalyst – which begs the question what exactly is happening – is the prostate and the complexity of nerve endings once massaged by Aneros appropriately or eventually a learned set of subtle muscle contractions (analogous to riding a bike, kind of muscle memory auto-take over) doing the equivalent of sticking probes in the brain at the appropriate location and feeling you've encountered Universal mind – the prostate being in Artform's sense some kind of centre to a second brain and the probe being literally the Aneros. This is the perspective of a kind of pragmatic biology explanation.
(2). Is the Aneros a technological amplifier, a tuner in for the human being to a Universally accessible continuous orgasmic / bliss energy frequency and represents some kind of physic breakthrough for everyone on the planet?

Perhaps best just to go on the journey 🙂

So Artform suggested blogging about my experience of combining attempts to "click amygdalae forward" and usage of Aneros (focussed at present on use of Peridise advanced set, just ordered Eupho). This started on early morning of 30th December 2009 – along with the combination two other factors may have been playing a part here – approaching full moon and having a soup at lunchtime with corriander (Tiphereth tip on increasing libido here – http://www.aneros.com/forum/tips-to-increase-libido-t4207.html – ingestion of a few corriander seeds I have felt in the past amplifies orgasmic activity).

Ten sessions, two dry-O, variation and kitchen appliances

I now have had myself ten sessions with an Aneros over a period of 52 days. At least I think it is 10… There has been mostly Helix but also mixed in some Beginner Peridise; once with the larger and twice with the smaller. Each session has lasted 3 to 5 hours and they seem to play out differently each time. Many have been nice but calm. Some sessions I have fallen asleep with the toy (and always wake up cold), many times I have a bathroom break.

The eight session was a week ago during the night starting at one o'clock and not ending before six (sex, we say) in the morning. I prepared myself watching some good porn for quite a while seated in the armchair and then lubed for a moment with my faithful rod of beads. Having tried watching porn during one earlier session, I found out in the forum that I could try a slideshow of more or less naked women instead, giving more room for my aroused mind. I also added some relaxing 1-hour CD music, which I restarted three times during the night.

This was the first session after my Peridise debut, and the improvement was very noticeable. My involuntaries with the Helix had been rare before Peridise, but now they came way easier and also returned over and over during the entire session. After laying on my back for an hour enjoying these, I restarted the CD and turned on my left side instead, with my legs in a more restful position.

Ticklish Affair

Greetings. Had an excellent session with the largest Peridise last night.

I didn't intend to drag out an Aneros again, but I was doing my usual rubbing and muscular squeezing and the p-waves kept getting stronger until I was in a horny state. I couldn't fall asleep like this! I fetched the largest Peridise in the beginniners set, since it was reliably comfortable (and I haven't had much luck with the smaller one). Ten minutes after insertion, my body alternated between mini-os and dry orgasms like some super sexed up roller coaster ride. No super-o this time, but it was very pleasurable. What made this session different was that I drank a cup of tea earlier that night and my bladder was full. It produced a fluttery, ticklish sensation that was wonderful. Pre-Aneros, I've noticed that you can get more sensitive ejaculations when you have to pee, but with the Peridise it took things to a new level.

This would be a good topic for the discussion forums. "Dry Os on a full bladder"? I love it!

Super E/Super Erection, a new term

Shouldn’t “Super Erection” be a new Aneros term in the Wiki given to the unique erections caused by the Aneros and Peridise models?

So many guys from the Aneros forum that I have chatted with describe the erections they get from the Aneros and all say they’ve never had and never have an erection as hard and in that certain manner when they use the Aneros. Some say you can get the “skin-busting” erections from edging as well but I don’t think they ever reach the degree of getting one when using the Aneros. It’s like the internal pressure on some part of the penis causes an “invisible penis pump.” It’s like an untied balloon that inflates and deflates at a fast rate with the slightest pressure or loss of pressure from the device depending on the anal/rectal contractions.

In the Wiki they mentioned one of the milestones as the penis becoming rock hard, the glans and corona flaring out more than usual and the color of the glans becoming a purplish-red hue and shiny in appearance. That was the old definition, now they just sum it up as a “rock hard erection.” I think they should have kept the former description.

New discoveries

So last night as I started a no-Aneros session sitting in front of my computer while looking at porn, I noticed that I wasn't having much sensations. I also noticed that my conscious contractions had unknowingly shifted to PC muscles only. So just to experiment I tried contracting just my anal muscles, and was pleasantly surprised by very pleasurable sensations. So I worked with holding a quite firm anal contraction, and found that it kept the level of pleasurable sensations quite high. And that unconscious anal contractions would still occur within this firm hold that were very nice. I probably mixed in some PC muscle squeezes in there also.

This got me wondering if perhaps what I thought to be light squeezes were not hard enough. As I've often read posts in the forum about the muscles in the anus and PC group needing to acclimate and tone up. This also gave me the idea that there is more to the Peridise then I may have previously understood.

So I started an Aneros session with my Progasm. It was ok. I tried doing the firm anal contractions, which felt good. But I noticed that the Progasm stem is too large in diameter to get those wildly pleasurable sensations on hard anal squeezes that I was getting in my no-Aneros session. And it also seemed like the Progasm went too deep past my prostate on hard squeezes. I'm not sure how important that is. But switching out the Progasm for the largest of the advance Peridise confirmed my suspicions. I was able to get similar sensations with firm anal squeezes as I did in my no-Aneros session. On top of that, I got this wonderful sensation of the Peridise kind of squirming in my ass. That was a really nice sensation!!!

Curious sensations

So yesterday, after two or three days of ejaculation abstinence, I was having a no-Aneros session in my computer chair while looking at some porn on the internet. I was having some pretty strong prostate buzzing sensations prior to this, which prompted me to have this session. And boy was I glad I did. Lately for some reason, the involuntaries have been close to non-existent in my no-Aneros sessions which is unusual. And I had no idea why. So I figured since I wasn't getting much response in that department anyway, I'd experiment with just relaxing my anal and PC muscles. And WHAM! The pleasure and energy sensations in my prostate jumped up a notch in a new way than I had experienced before and were oh so delightful! In addition to the involuntaries returning and adding very significantly to the pleasure and build up. I never got past this plateau. But it is a new record for me. And without an Aneros! The only thing I can figure is that maybe the PC and/or anal muscles need to tone up initially with the voluntary contractions. But perhaps once you get to the point where they are in shape and strong. You need to change your strategy to relaxing them instead. Just a hypothesis.

So later that day, I had an Aneros session with my Progasm. And I'm finding that lately these session don't compare much to my no-Aneros sessions. The pleasure is just not as intense, I don't feel the energy sensations, and because of this in frustration I often end up having a super-T. At least this time it was a good super-T! LOL

Aneros can trigger erotic memories

I like to express myself in writing as well. When in intense sessions with the Aneros or Aneros Peridise I would come to having a lot of sexy thoughts, memories, emotions, and feelings. This would often bring me back to some erotic memories of when I was a child or teenager. When a person had their first orgasm or had sex for the first time it was the most exciting. Well the Aneros tends to bring back some of the excitement. For me it tends to make the nostalgia of it all more vivid and almost like I am having the same excitement as I did at the time. The Aneros really taps into the brain somehow. Remember the brain is the most powerful sex organ. It brought back many erotic memories that I didn't remember prior to the sessions. During some of my sessions I would recall of how I liked to sleep naked at times when I was a kid. I think I was maybe seven or something. I remember lying in my sleeping bag at night in my bedroom. I used to get on all fours in a doggy style position and look back toward my crotch. I could see a little bit of my figure in the dark since the hall light was a shining in a bit and I had the opening of my sleeping bag open a bit where light was coming in. I would study how my balls would hang down low and then end up moving up closer to the body in a bunched up ball. I would look at my penis hanging there. I've always been a "grower" not a "show-er" and still am. I noticed it would get much bigger (erection) and then back to small (flaccid). It would sometimes get hard by me fondling my penis or just staring at it. It felt so erotic and "naughty" to be naked. It was fun! I recall rubbing my hands all over my butt cheeks and loving the soft and silky feel of the inside of the sleeping bag rubbing against my bare butt. I've always remembered when I was four how I would play with my penis and wondered why it got hard and wouldn't go back down. lol. I used to stare at it when it was hard in amazement and had these undescribable thoughts, emotions, and feelings which were something shy of being horny. I remember at that age sitting naked in an indian style in the closet and staring at my erection standing tall like a tower and it made me feel so powerful, masculine, and in charge for some reason. I liked the feeling of it being hard and my penis being all big, tall, and strectched out. It would last for a long time and I wanted that, that feeling, and that moment to last forever. Aneros has brought me closest to that level of excitement.

Grinding Away

I haven’t really had a bad session since starting the KSMO. One thing the KSMO really helps with is with the discipline to only use the Aneros three times a week. The Peridise is my weapon of choice since it produces results with a minimum of effort and a maximum of mobility.

I have 4 different kinds of sessions 1) Aneros 2) KSMO 3) The session I like to have when I lay down in bed at night and my prostate starts throbbing and I just relax and focus without either Aneros or KSMO and 4) My favorite, but least frequent, sessions with my SO. Not included are general spousal sex sessions which end in ejaculation and kick off another cycle of arousal building.

All these sessions result in intense sensations that I don’t know how they can keep going without release. And oh how sensitive my nipples have become! The general cycle of orgasm starts out with arousal building with session types 1, 2 and 3 and end when the wife wants it to or I need a good nights sleep – ‘cause otherwise, as the days pass by, the little walnut keeps me awake longer and longer.

Still, despite the constant cycle of arousal building, intense sensations and p-waves there have been no breakthrough moments of mini-o’s, dry-o’s or super-o’s.

About to explode

Things are stabilizing these weeks. Had a few days pause and now Im back, the first days I went full throtle and achieved nothing.

But yesterday I just slipped peridise and started reading some sex book and found my self floating in pleasure waves, after that, inserted the eupho and mmmm more intense even. I had to put the book down after 20minutes, couldnt read straight.

Tonight same thing, picked up some erotic book and started reading and getting turned on with the eupho inside, I didnt even get to the kinky part of the chapter before the p-waves took over, when they subsided, went to peredise and the ride continued in a different way.

I like how reading something takes my mind out of the aneros toy, and it starts taking life of its own. The problem might be with the possitions.

I lost the count of how many days Ive been on fast but my guess is about 7. I'm like going through some tantric "point of no return" practice. For those not familiar with the practice it consists on building up just before the point of no return, and chanelling the energy upwards through the midline. Its normally recomended to open the heart chakra before all others. Done right you dont really have to make PC contractions that stop the flow, although sometimes they become necesarry and some ejaculation is lost. But its not only about ejaculation, its about keeping the energy of the orgasm. Aneros P-waves and orgasms have helped me reconect with other types of pleasure sensations and releases, and this practice is becoming easier and easier. Once Ive gone through 5 or so orgasms, I no longer have the urge to cum really and my body is pulsating.

Logging out

Im just recovering from a five hour marathon which Ive decided marks the end of my little honeymoon with myself in the quest for the mistery, the orgasm, the new plane, whatever… Ive been 24 days hitting aneros and self-tantra on an average of 1.5 sessions a day. Now is the time to take a break and settle into a moderate approach, I feel the door has been unlocked.